najak, I'm curious how you became a CT? What initiated it in your past? Have you ever considered that you are wrong? Or has your hard headed conviction that "I'm right no matter what anyone shows me" bars any one from showing proofs that you are wrong, but it does not matter to you, because "you are right".
bknight - thank you for asking..
What opened-my-eyes to govt' propaganda the most was the August 2014 - ISIS journalist video beheading trio. James Foley was first. In order to deepen my hate for ISIS, I decided to watch this beheading video - because I had a hard time picturing "melodramatically evil people" - and thought this would help affirm it for me. Instead, all I saw was a poorly acted video, with some tall skinny masked British guy with a small knife shouting threats against the world, telling us "this is what you get when you mess with us" - and the victim was not James Foley (missing his birthmark, wrong skull structure, wrong voice, poorly acted) -- and then when he went to cut off his head, it fades to black -- no one scream, not one drop of blood.. 2 seconds later if fades back in to a "windy scene" (heavy wind sound) of a Still Shot of a beheaded body, that looked like Photoshop. Despite this heavy wind - not one piece of clothing moved. Despite ISIS supposedly trying to horrify the world with their barbarism (showing the beheaded body was showing that they wanted to show GORE)... so why not show the actual video with screaming and blood -- if they wanted to show GORE? Was this PG13?
I was PISSED. I felt betrayed!.. Flaberghasted. Not a chance in hell it was real. Whoever I could convince to watch it -- agreed. Most wouldn't watch it. But the News carried on like it was real... My world was turning upside down here.
Then within the next month, 2 more journalists - an Israeli (Scotlof) and a British aid-worker (David Haines). So I watched those -- same thing. Not a drop of blood shed, no screams, very bad acting, and follows up with a "windy scene" showing a still frame with no signs of the actual wind in this film.
Creepy music. And now I'm getting more pissed by the week. Why are we being lied to?!!??
1 week later, Sept 10th, 2014 -- Obama announces Air Strikes against ISIS, with expected civilian casualties. And the USA and British citizens were generally all supportive. This "evil needed to be stopped". It needed a response.
Then it clicked. "Military Tactics 101 -- before attacking an enemy, propagandize them as evil." This propaganda ensures that your nation's morale goes UP when you attack, rather than DOWN when you attack. Suddenly there was also much less concern among the citizens of these nation for these "Civilian casualties" in Syria.
Now it made sense. 100%. I wasn't mad anymore... this was just our Military "being smart" - it would be dumb to attack without this propaganda. I could only pray that their motives were "true"... but surely a mix - probably a heavy mix of money-motives, but using the excuse of "morality based concerns" so that they could sleep at night.
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My speculation: Were Foley, Haines, and Scotlof killed? Probably -- but just not on that footage. Who produced these films? Probably a USA DoD private contractor, who in return received some profitable contracts. Yes, this is speculation -- but take your pick.
The Videos were clearly faked. The other factor at work here is that ISIS surely isn't dumb enough to release footage that taunts the world, as though this is not going to simply have the exact predictable effect that it had -- which is to motivate meaningful retaliation with Jet Bombings. There's no way they would have been THAT STUPID. And since they were clearly trying to show GORE... why cut out the video blood/screams?
My Answer: IN 2014, they didn't have enough talent on this small propaganda squad to do that type of video faking.
And guess what?? This piss poor quality went over without a hitch.
This opened my eyes in 2014. The videos were soon removed from the internet and could not be found soon after.
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Two years later - in 2016, one of my well respected travel-the-world engineering classmates, and neighbor - gave me the Apollo scoop one drunken night. I thought he was full of crap. Laughed at him. But the notion stuck - and over the next few years dabbled in it... went back to him for more of his "reasons for believing" - which had more to do with "this is how politics work" and NOTHING about "faked film evidence" - but more simply "We didn't have the technology to Land and Ascend/Rendezvous" and he thought "didn't even have a rocket capable of taking this 110,000 payload out of Earth's orbit"... He spent a lot of time in China on business, and as he spoke the language well enough.
I still thought he was crazy... but as I looked into the mechanics of what they did, their 50% accelerated schedule after Apollo 1, cutting more corners rather than slowing down... The Thomas Baron 500-page report missing after his freak family death, and how we became Space-Exploration buddies with Russia before Apollo 17 launched. Also Grissom's final words, are meaningful to me, "Jesus Christ, if we can't even talk between 3 buildings, how are we going to get to the moon?"
It simply became evident to me --- IF THEY COULDN'T DO IT - they'd fake it.. because this is what was "best for the nation - a Victory" - and they delivered. Perception of Victory is the same as real victory -- since "perception" was the only real deliverable to the taxpayers.
At this point I became 50/50 -- it finally seemed "FEASIBLE" - not fully dismissible.
By 2019 - I was 70/30. After more dabbling -- this time in the Physics part - of Landing and Ascent.
Most people have NO CLUE how incredibly unstable it is to balance this LM upon a single centered rocket engine -- and not only that, but to come to upright position from a 90-degree 3000 mph orbit... and hit your target pretty close. It's like traveling on a pogo-stick while blindfolded (9" windows) on ice while juggling... 6x in a row -- no problem. And the Ascent was even worse - as most do not realize the extreme difficulty of dealing with free-floating unconstrained rigid body off-axis rotations... (once a small amount of error is introduced from timing/output variance on the RCS thrusters -- you are no longer turning on 90-degree axes). The RCS thrusters were overpowered, to make fine-tuned adjustments near impossible (because these same thrusters had to work from the 30,000 lbs starting weight down to the final 6,000 lb AM weight before docking ... where the RCS were over powered. And the motions were very rigid with snap-stops and no off-axis drift, which should be unavoidable.
This dabbling took me to 90/10.
By 2020, I went to go find some "good MLH videos from 2016" and ALL WERE GONE!... I knew what I was looking for - and all were soft-censored hidden. Instead, All I could find was linked to "top 10 debunked MLH theories"... the bad arguments (none good). And also, was littered with Flat Earth links -- as though Moon Landing Denial and Flat Earth are equivalent.
As I found myself unable to do any more "looking for good videos" from Google/YouTube - this helped take me to 99%... where I sit now. This reminds me too much of how the Mainstream truth about the 2014 ISIS Beheadings NEVER QUESTIONED IT -- this was "truth" by all of mainstream, yet I knew differently.
You call me CT -- but so are you, I would imagined... unless you think "Epstein surely killed himself", "JFK/RFK's assassinations have no chance of being tied to a larger agency", or even that "Daniel Ellsberg and Snowden must be liars". MOST people believe in SOME conspiracies. Not all are created equal.
The Mainstream has effectively brainwashed most into firmly associating ALL Conspiracies to "Flat Earth Stupid". Now I fear for how easily our Mainstream truth can be manipulated by partnerships with Google/Yahoo/YT/FB... soft-censorship is HIGHLY EFFECTIVE. And one of the best ways to discredit MLH is to make sure that "all of the bad/stupid arguments get LOTS OF AIR TIME" - these are the ones you can find easily... the Good arguments are hidden by Google/YT, unless you know them by-name...
So, this is my calling. I'm doing it for Grissom, Thomas Baron, and the many unknown whistleblowers who were stopped pre-maturely. If not for Apollo 1, Baron himself would have been simply FIRED and forgotten... the media treated him like a lying crank, like he was making-it-up... Until Apollo 1. Once he compiled this 500-page report, calling on a dozen other witnesses to corroborate - he has a "freak accident late at night with a one-car train at 45 mph"... after that, his report that he SUBMITTED TO CONGRESS - went missing... never read. And no more witnesses came forth.
Who knows, maybe I'm wrong. If so, I'll proudly admit it, and use that as a GOOD EXCUSE TO NEVER WASTE MY TIME WORKING FOR FREE LIKE THIS AGAIN.
I have a calling, and I'm answering that calling.