Hello,
I have three purposes for making this post. The first is introduction. I've been reading here for years and decided to start posting and thought I should introduce myself first. I'm a professional musician with a lifelong interest in the sciences, and consider myself to have a logical mind capable of learning about subjects with which I have minimal formal training. I'm from the US, but I hope those abroad won't hold that against me as I like to think I am not a stereotypical American
Second, I wanted to talk a bit about how I came to be here, especially while we have an active JR Knowing, who I think could benefit from my story. As someone who grew up in a world where the Moon landings were a part of history, I spent a good deal of my life taking them for granted and not really appreciating the magnitude of the accomplishment. It was simply another item on the long list of things that happened before I was born. I don't know exactly what precipitated the thought, but one evening as I looked up at the Moon, I started thinking about the trip to go there. I was overcome with a sense of wonder as I imagined what it would be like to try to make that journey. I was overcome with a desire to know everything I could about the people who had made this absurd undertaking into an actual reality. I had finally come to understand at a visceral level what made the Apollo project so special and I wanted to learn more.
As so many contemporary layperson research projects begin, I started with the internet. What wonders and secrets were available at the touch of just a few keys? As I'm sure many of you are well aware, though I found information about Apollo, I also quickly encountered my first real brush against the allegations that it was all a trick. I won't rehash all of the claims, but within days I think I'd seen about everything, from damning pictures, to the radiation showstopper. As a layperson, I didn't have enough information to dismiss these claims out of hand, and even the possibility that this epic adventure could have been nothing but a sham was emotionally devastating for me.
Here is where my story is different from many of the conspiracy cranks. While recognizing that I didn't have enough information to dismiss these claims, no matter how badly I wanted them to be false, I also recognized that I didn't have enough information to accept them at face value either. I resolved to clear the slate of both my wide eyed wonder at the achievement and my fear that it could have been faked, and to begin doing whatever research would be required to satisfy myself one way or another which claim was valid. I knew that if the project were real, there would be evidence demonstrating that fact, and if the project were faked, there would be evidence demonstrating that fact. Either way, one answer was true, and the information existed to resolve which if I would be willing to look for it.
It wasn't long before I found the Clavius site, which had an extremely convenient, nearly comprehensive if not completely comprehensive catalog of the many different claims used to try and discredit the Moon landings. I'm sure you're all well aware, these claims were accompanied by explanations of each claim and why it was misleading or incorrect. While some of the explanations were easily understood using nothing more than my high school physics background, some of those explanations, the photo analysis and the radiation in particular, involved technical terms that I didn't understand well enough to confirm that the explanations were accurate for myself. My skepticism that was necessary for me to find the truth about this issue prohibited me from accepting science explanations I didn't fully understand just as I wouldn't accept the hoax claims with insufficient knowledge. Why should I accept the Clavius information at face value any more than the websites promoting the hoax?
What became immediately apparent upon examining the information at Clavius is that I wasn't necessarily expected to take it at face value. There were no vague inferences or questions meant to lead someone in a certain direction. I researched photo analysis and radiation. Not enough to use the information in a professional context, but enough to recognize that the information at Clavius could be independently substantiated from experts in their fields. The information held up consistently as I investigated source after source and familiarized myself with technical terms and their applications. When I attempted to apply this scrutiny to the hoax claims it was quite clear that they weren't independently verifiable, were largely inconsistent, and all of them founded on a general ignorance or deliberate obfuscation of well understood scientific principles, that even I, without any significant training, was able to learn well enough to apply to the problems.
I know conspiracy people like to think of themselves as "free thinkers", unwilling to accept what others insist upon as truth. Somehow, this doesn't apply to the vague inferences and provocative questions that are the beginning and end of hoax claims. These can be accepted at face value with hardly any scrutiny whatsoever. Not to sound immodest, but I believe my personal experience is a better reflection of actual free thinking, in that I took full responsibility for gathering all of the information necessary to satisfy my curiosity. I would ask people like JR Knowing to let go of all preconception, and address the entire issue with equal scrutiny. Don't trust Jay, or any of the other engineers and scientists here. But don't trust the people who make hoax claims either. Question everything, even the things that you want to believe, and see what is still standing at the end of a true intellectually honest inquiry.
Finally, I just wanted to express appreciation to anyone here involved with the Clavius site; it is an incredible resource. And thanks to everyone here for further expanding my understanding and appreciation for all things Apollo. I've lurked here for years, and the enormous wealth of knowledge and expertise is tremendous and I enjoy learning more and more about what I consider the greatest achievement in the history of humanity.
If this was too long or too boring, I apologize. I know it's not really part of the hoax theory, but I thought it somewhat relevant for people who may be struggling with how to find the truth. I'm looking forward to interacting with everyone more actively, and I promise with fewer words next time