A short story of beliefs and knowledge
20 years ago there was a man living in Germany. This man was interested in some fields, amongst others in the history of spaceflights and astronautics. This interest started on April 12th 1981 with the first launch of the manned Space Shuttle Columbia. This event was broadcasted on German TV. It was a Sunday, about 1:00 pm German time and this young man was fascinated by the images.
In July 1969 he was two years old, so he wasn't able to watch the Apollo missions on TV. After the Columbia launch 1981 this young man began to research the US spaceflight program. He was fascinated, interested and excited. He discussed the movies and photos with colleagues and friends, especially those images from the Apollo missions. After a while there was a friend who called the photos being faked. He referred to the book of Bill Kaysing. Later this friend presented the script of Ralph Renes explanations. 1999 the man read David Percys book "Dark Moon".
This man, not a specialist in photographic analyse, radiation, engineering etc., was easily to impress with the big words and numbers in these books. After the FOX documentation and the release of "Lügen im Weltraum" from the German journalist Gerhard Wisnewski he was sure about a hoaxed moon landing. But then there were two confusing details in Wisnewskis book. First the author said, he investigated the original broadcast from the German TV (the broadcaster was ARD). But in his book he used a two-hour-documentation from a news-broadcaster (Phoenix). The interested man wondered, why the author referred to the wrong broadcast and in the first place not to the original NASA footage.
But the big thing was the screenshot from the Phoenix documentation which showed a the lunar surface through the CM window. At the top of the frame there was a structure painted green and orange. Wisnewski claimed, this was a studio structure. He compared it with this photo:
http://lisar.larc.nasa.gov/IMAGES/MEDIUM/EL-2002-00473.jpeg This was irritating. Why should NASA leave this scene in the footage? Why didn't they edit it? Why did they paint a structure green-orange, when they had to simulate a black sky? A quick research led the man to some interesting photos from Apollo 10, where this green-orange structure appeared as the window frame. The man wondered about the poor research skill of an acknowledged journalist and began to study the hoax arguments. He visited several fora (Baut, cosmoquest, Unexplained mysteries and others) and several youtube channels. He asked experts (Harlan Spence, Frank Cuccinotta, members of the Bochum Observatory etc etc).
Now this man knows, that he was wrong. He studied the evidences provided by NASA, he studied the fora, visited some special sites (i.e. Bob Bräunigs site). Although he doesn't understand each single detail, he knows, that Apollo happened.
I think, you have an idea, who this man is. Yes, it's me and I'm thankful to all the guys who explained all these special fields in great detail and with great patience. This is the reason, why I am here: to learn more.